I am reclaiming devotion to what makes me feel vibrant, like a star, from the inside out.

It is asking of me to be bluntly honest. To make small decisions moving forward that lead to big changes for the highest and best of myself and all I am around. And all those I am not. For who we are and how we show up affects so much more than us. It's a wave turned ripple and I want the ones I create to be healing, nourishing, loving, enlivening.

I am working with how I language things. Sometimes I write that I want a fulfilling life or to feel more peace. And I realized that, for me (for language is a very personal matter), fulfilling and peace feel like they have expectations. Like they put pressure on me. I don't want to add pressure but to release it. I want to surrender instead of strive. So I am going to start asking and devoting my life to words and states of being that feel like a truth I can surrender into. That feel like a universal energy I can swim in the flow of, rather than be in the dam that expectations create. I am continually working towards flow, instead of force.

So I want an inspired life, a wondrous life, an awe filled life, for when expectations are removed, this is visible, knowable.

I want a creative life, for creativity is inherent in each moment. Creativity is life living.

I want an abundant life, for abundance exists all around us, when I release the definition of what I have been taught is abundance.

I am devoted to authenticity- for that itself is a stripping away of shame, of what I am not, of trying rather than being.

I want a power full life. The one that is the passion of blood pumping through us when we feel alive, present, embodied.

I want a life of love- for is there anything truer than its existence?

I want a curious life. To live in the infinite possibility of wonder rather than the limited cycles of trying to find the answers. I want a life of flow.

I want a truth full life.

So here we go.